loving someone who constantly thinks your going to cheat or play them or just find someone else and leave is prob. the most difficult thing. ever.

you need to understand baby, im not like the rest. i know what you went through with the others. i know the pain you felt and what that did to you.. i was there remember? the last 6 years havent just been for nothing.. i promise you on my own life. i will not cheat. i will not “play” you or leave you. as long as you do what you need to do for me we wont have a problem.  you just need to have faith in us and believe me when i say this, YOU are that feeling of need and want in my body, your my desire. your everything ive been looking for all this time and youve been so close to me but so far away, and now that i finally have you im ecstatic about it. theres so many doors that can be opened and so many things i can learn from you. but you seem guarded to me still.. which is weird i dont understand all this time all these years youve been open with me and fully out there about everything, how your feeling and whats going on and noww that im yours forever, you think im gonna leave. or do you wrong just like all the others. i love you boo. you know this, forever; just 2 rebels you and i breaking the rules baby. i just want things to work for us. because you deserve me and i deserve you. i dont expect things to just happen and fall into place for us because were 2 completely different people living in 2 completely different situations and that effects us a lot but i know our love can beat all that out. in the end we will prevail. we just have to be trusting, patient, and understand with each other. and you need to realize that, i really do love you and im not gonna screw you over like everyone else. your my boo :) theres no room for any of that, to much love taken up all the space. so please, please, pleaseee understand me, trust me, open up to me, and let me help you and heal you from all the pain youve ever encountered. i wanna be the one to take all that away. i wanna be the one you talk to or see at the end of the day and all your troubles just melt away. i wanna be your savior. the light inside your eyes. i want to be your everything. forever, so please just let me back in baby. ill show you, i promise. :*

In French, you don’t really say “I miss you.” You say “tu me manques,” which is closer to “you are missing from me.”

I love that. “You are missing from me.” You are a part of me, you are essential to my being. You are like a limb, or an organ, or blood. I cannot function without you.

(Source: timorleste)

im going to bed :(

(Source: southernbelle-to-sailor)